Time is like a bird, blink and it has flown away. *Sigh*

I'm not always as negative as this, I think it might have something to do with hormones... even when I'm not pregnant, I'm negative around my 'time of the month'. So possibly, hormone related.

But, another possibility for my negative blogs... could be that the positive is so much harder to write about. When I'm beaming and happy with how things are, I find that I just don't have the time to blog, because I am so happy... but when I'm feeling down I have to get it out somehow, hence writing about miserable stuff is easier. :)
I used to write poetry when I was younger, and looking back at it now, I only ever wrote about how horrible/unhappy things were. But on the odd occasion, I wrote a poem about something good, it never reads back as good.

I'm going to go with the second option...... why? because it portrays me in a better light... Mwah ha ha ha! (Yes, I secretly am a witch... I even have the wart on my nose... lol)


Today, I've had enough hours to clean downstairs. J decided to take Little Man with him to do 'jobs' today. (In other words to get the Vectra Estate ready for it's MOT on Wednesday.) This left me free to sort out our home. Ok, so I may only have cleaned downstairs, but it's better than nothing, and I can't really do too much upstairs, as it's mainly moving the big and heavy stuff, like wardrobes, and full boxes.
Either way, just thinking about it is exhausting to me.


I've started my Christmas Present Shopping too... Father Christmas has bought Little Man a Ben 10 Bike. :D

This week has also been a mix of emotions... with 3 people I know giving birth..
A BW friend had a little girl last Sunday, another BW friend had her twins on 14th, but tragically her little girl was born sleeping, her little boy is, as far as I know, doing really well. Then my cousin gave birth to a little girl yesterday.

And I recently found out a girl I went to school with has cancer, the worst bit is that she's terminal.. and nothing can be done for her. Mam told me on Thursday, that she's now in her final stages. :(

It's so bittersweet, so much good news, but some really tragic news too.
I guess it's also helping toward my mood.

I am certainly counting my blessings at the moment.


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